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I got a weird dream last night. It consist of _, _,_ ! Th three of them are my primary school friends! Like why would i dream of them larh. WEIRD. & somemore, one of them is _ me! Like wthh, hahahaha, ! We were having some camp over @ my school and they happened t in th camp as well. So we were assigned groups, i was in th same group as _. Like ohmygawd, in th dream we ‘re _. And it ’s just so WEIRD, i repeat. In fact, i dont know what am i blabbering now! Shyt. CRAP!

YESTERDAY,

Was @ home th whole time. My oldest sister came back home!
Used th com for pretty long yesterday! Managed t watched quite a few episode of hotshot! But my sister forbidded me t watched it online …. because she got th whole episode t lend me or rather give it t me when i refuse t return it back t her then. Hahaha. ((:

TODAY,

Brought my niece out t watch live barney @ plaza sing! Hahaha, wait for th show t start for about 1 hours kayy. I got so bored, impatient i mean until i cant wait t get out of th queue. But because my niece wants t watch, i wait! & when it ’s time t enter i cant wait for th show t end. Luckily it was only half an hour show. If not i ‘ll drop dead sitting between all th lil kids yea. Overall, it ’s all about christmas, i got a few videos but i ‘m lazy t upload it. Have t go through so many webs, troublesome muchh aye!

Had lunch @ macs after th show ended. Walk ard plaza sing w/ her as she doesnt want t go home yet. So ard 3.20pm i got real tired as i woke up early just t prepare everything t go out w/ her can ( oh, what a great ahyi she have, haha ), and i didnt eat much! I gave her my lunch as i promised t buy macs ’s meal for her. Great, so i drank while she munch. I didnt have much left for another meal. I need t save for tomorrow outing and stayover @ sister house! ((:

While going home, going down th train. I thought i saw _! But it turns out t be _ ’s sister instead. WEIRD, they dont even look alike in th first place larh. okay, whatever! & i realise it ‘ve been 2 months since i step into mrt train already. I mean serious. I ‘m either on th bus or lrt train or by walking. Hah, so when i sat in th train just now, i feel, WEIRD.

Wait, WHY IS EVERYTHING SO WEIRD T ME NOW!?

Hmmm, i guess right now @ this point of time i ‘m reflecting alot of things, be it memories, th good things or th bad ones. I knew i didnt regret going there, i hope i ‘m still able t go there next year. It really breaks my heart seeing those little kids working t earn just a few pesos. I mean t us it might be just a few cents, but t them, it do means alot.

Th kids were all snatching t be in th peektures when we wanted t just take a few of them. Electronic devices ’s prices there t them are like buying a house in singapore. I want t help them but how am i able t do so, there are just so many of them. & their clothes, their footwears, their everything, it ’s so worn-out already yet their didnt want t throw it away as it ’s their only things t go t school. Some can even wear th same clothes t school everyday. While us, whatever is spoilt, we ‘ll just throw it away, we wont want t wear th same clothes t school unless it ’s school uniform. I wanna imply on is, we should treasure what we ‘ve instead of just taking it for granted. We ‘re so much fortunate than them.

Th houses they lived in are not even properly built. It ’s like cement wall, w/ a using a cloth as a door, w/ a small open windows. It ’s not as developed as singapore can be. Their are so many flies flying everywhere when they ‘re sleeping, mud everywhere. And even rubbish too! It ’s so terrible living in such environment. But they didnt grumble, instead they ‘re happy w/ their lives already. I mean singaporean would like t live in condo, bungalow and etc.

Those kids do not have a identifications card t jot down their existance in phillipines. So even if they were t die there, no one knows. Gosh, blogging about it do makes my emotion down. I really miss them alot. 6 days past really fast. We get t spend only 3 days w/ them.
Some of them only had 1 pencil in their pencil case.

How i wish i can hug them now.
How i wish i can put them on my lap now.
How i wish i can see them now.
How i wish i can play w/ them now.
How i wish they ‘re right beside me now.
How i wish i ‘m able t teach them now.
How i wish i can feed them now.
How i wish i can import them over t singapore.
How i wish they can have a better life.

There is this lil girl, age 6. Her name is richelle, idk why. But her classmates seems t ignore her totally. Like even playing a game, they would sabo her or leave her out. That ’s pretty sad. But i cant do anything about it because idk what happen between them. She ’s pretty, but her feet were cracked. I mean which child feet would cracked. Even some of th granny in singapore have pretty feet. If only i had my cream t give her then.

Another girl who ’s my baby now. Age 6 too but at th height of a 3-4 girl. Her pretty name is VENUS, ((: i miss her th most. She did three things which totally makes me miss her alot now. Firstly, because i didnt get sweets for th other 3 on th same table as she was sitting on, i slip it into her pocket, she caught me doing that, so when she took it out under th table, she look at me and smile, i placed my finger on my lips, and she slip it back into her pocket. Secondly, because they ‘re th afternoon class, they ‘ve yet t come, so i went t shower first, when i was done some of them came already, i went t th resting place as where th others girls were at, i saw her looking for me, i mean i didnt know she would remember my existance, so i appeared from this hole, and she immediately pointed t me and smiled. Lastly, because it ’s a usual friday t end school, they sang a song goodbye t you, i was on th verge of crying but i didnt, i went out t wave last goodbye when th rest all just went home, i saw her waiting for me out there still, i went out, she saw me and she pointed t me, wave and shouted goodbye. Even from a v. far distance, i still see her waving goodbye. I wanna go back next year t see her kay. Even if n’level is next year.

I ‘ll remember th school in payatas.
I ‘ll remember th countless smiles they had.
I ‘ll remember th way they tried communicating w/ us.
I ‘ll remember EVERYTHING we had and they had done for us.

Beyonce – If I Were A Boy

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it
Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleeping alone

I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful,
Waiting for me to come home, to come home.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say it’s just a mistake,
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
And you don’t understand, ohhhh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’re taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

But you’re just a boy

I think this song is nicee but …! Whatever.

1. The person who tag/pass you is?
Non other than LIMCHIYOU((:

2. Your relationship with him/her?
friendly friend(:

3. Your five impression of him/her?
a) v. quiet!
b) hardworking, like some nerd. (kidding)
c) pretty lame. (heh,no joke)
d) annoying cause she dont wanna talk t me at first.
e) primary school kid. (haha:D)

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
th time during campcraft competition((:

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
i see _ downstairs. (something, like that)

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
both of us are like straight rulers(:

7. If he/she became my enemy, you will?
i ‘ll box her!

8. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be?
idontknow.?

9. What nickname would you give her?
lousy pokkk.

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
maybe get _’s number for her!((:

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
Hardworking.

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
… ultra sensitive person?

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
ohh, i dont have any good points aye.

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
i ‘m hot-tempered & i think nonsense.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
BE WHO I AM too, ((:

16. For people who care and like you, say something to them.
I ‘m grateful for th things you guys spent time on, countless of THANKYOUUUU

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people:.

1. Denise Nicolette
2. Joleen Goh
3. Sulip Soh
4. Cao Yu
5. Laura Lim
6. Ryan Tan
7. Xinyen
8. PeiYun
9. Ximin
10. Celestine Leong

18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with? [ RyanTan ]
he dont wants t tel me anything. whatever.

19. Is no.9 a male or female? [ Ximin ]
female, duhhh. (:

20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? [ Xinyen & Celestine Leong ]
ohgawd, lesbian? it ’s not a good thing. i ‘ll break them up. provided they know each other.

21. What is no. 2 studying about? [ Joleen ]
her higher chinese o’ level, i guess.

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no. 2? [ Joleen ]
hmm, last day of school,?

23. What kind of music band does no.8 like? [ PeiYun ]
idk. she dont tell me, i dont bother.

24. Does no. 1 has any siblings? [ Denise Nicolette ]
yeap, 1 sister 1 brother

25. Will you woo no.3? [ Sulip Soh ]
tell me, which daugher will woo th mother?

26. How abt no.7? [ Xinyen ]
i ‘m her qingren alr((:

27. Is no.4 Single? [ Cao YU ]
yeah, single & available ( kidding )

28. What is the surname of no.5? [ Laura Lim ]
Lim? (:

29. What’s the hobby of no.10? [ Celestine Leong ]
read up anime stuff, !!

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well? [ Laura Lim & Ximin ]
erm, provided they know each other first.

31. Where is no.2 studying at? [ Joleen Goh ]
SJC !

32.Talk something casually about no. 1. [ Denise Nicolette ]
she is always finding for HOTGUYS(:

33. Where does no.9 live at? [ Ximin ]
i ‘m not so sureee either, hougang?

34. What colour does no. 4 like? [ Cao Yu ]
hmmm, maybe black?

35. Are no.5 and no.1 best friends? [ Laura Lim & Denise Nicolette ]
they dont even know each other. ((: ahaas.

36. Does no.1 have any pets? [ Denise Nicolette ]
nopeeee, she dont.

37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? [ Xinyen ]
haaas, maybe? ohhh wait, voting pleaseeee.

38. What is no. 6 doing now? [ Ryan Tan ]
watching teeveeee. ((:

This is so cuteeee!((:

Hmmm, went for emaths extra lesson in th morning. And this time alarm clock sucks alot, dad got t rush t work today so i ‘ve t count on my alarm alr. But i guess th alarm clock got rather pissed w/ me, i keep snoozing it, w/o stopping it t wake uppp!((: && it rang alot of times i swear, irritating much aye. And finally @ 7.15am, i ‘ve decided t wake up alr. Cause it starts @ 8am. Tamade, guess what, woke up, called Sulip & Sareen, both of them still @ home, and they live damn far away from school unlike me, 10 minutes of walk t school. Dragged myself t school, i cant say NO t not going if not i wont get promoted t sec4NA alr, (: Reached school, OHMYTIAN alright, went straight t class, only 2 of us came. Slowly th rest came, scare me, but they were all late pleaseeeee!!!

Aftermath, went t compass w/ Sareen & Sulip, ate @ th kopitiam w/ Sareen, Sulip left for town t meet her mom! Crapped & irritate her alot, she got rather annoyed by me yo! Left compass ard 12pm. Forced her t wait until my bus comes, haha(: she was nice after i forced her, persuade her i mean! ((: It was drizzling again then, wanted t walk home actually. Brought lunch for my mum @ rivervale mall, walked home, bathed, then slept till 4.30pm!

&&&&&& here i ‘m blogging, i ‘m tired t post anymore in fact! ((: october&november gonna be a busy month for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I WANT MORE OUTING W/ BESTfriend, SULIP, SAREEN, VANESSA, JOLEEN, ANYONE!

oh great, i ‘m v. happy now! see my broadbroad smile on my ugly face!

th school granted me an advanced promotion for sec4 next year, it ’s like someone who carried th stone from my heart? oh whatever, wrong phrase i know, i know. hmmm, not going t hk already. like forget it, even how pissed or upset BESTfriend & i gonna be, it ’s no use, we cant change that _ ’s thinking! infact, honestly aye, i ‘m so not prepared or excited for p ’s trip. cause it ’s like i really dont feel comfortable there. wellwellwell, i shall speak up of i ‘m not unhappy w/ anything. yarh right, i dont think i ‘ll do that. i ‘ll prolly shuddup thoroughout th whole trip, i guess! & i cant remember tagalog[?] well, it ’s so weird! but i ‘ll try.

i ‘ll also try t update often hereeee. cause i ‘m not always allowed t use th com, ! i ‘ll be online w/ my phone & i can only update my blog using my phone! :P hoho, am i giving excuses? this friday should i learn cycling or should i just stay at home? i feel like learning, but my dad _. i dont dare ask him, should i? 

wellwell, will update th next time w/ photos. it ’s pretty boring reading post w/o peektures all th time aye!

Yo peeps!

I ‘ve decided t try out wordpress t see if i like using it better than blogger. I ‘m kinda bored using blogger alr! (: I ‘m rather tired trying t make this wordpress look nicer! Waste my time, kidding! (: Hmmm, BESTfriend and friends are all at th stadium praying! So i ‘m oh-so bored now, no one t accompany me out, so i ‘m rotting like a rotten meat at home! grr, boring shyt alright!

Chatting w/ no one now!(: and i ‘ve nothing t do now, those i wanna them t online, are not online! ): hah, wordpress is almost th same just for th fact, i think it ’s kinda complicating for me t post up peektures. I ‘m having a hard time figuring out th way t do so! I dont intend t publish this wordpress too. I ‘ll just keep it this way. Oh try commenting me too, if you happen t pop in here! Haha, positive one alright!

I ‘m bored, v. bored, super bored! ): it ’s gonna rain too! ):